| (no subject) |
[Oct. 30th, 2006|11:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | david bowie - let's dance | ] |
Hello!
So tonight my beautiful bug came round to see me, which was a laugh! We had a good old chat & laughed about our little rendez vous at the pub on Friday, & our hilarious trip to the Indian restaurant! Anyway, i was extremely glad she came round coz I needed her advice badly! She does give very good advice! I daren't go into much detail on here... but the situation is dodgy.. I'm very scared of seeing a certain person again & i'm worried about what will arise when that happens. But i must try & put that out of my head. We went & looked at Greg Scott's website again & laughed and joked about him, even thoughi still love the man! I haven't spoken to him for a while.. not since he told me of his problems, i daren't publish them on here for I feel he would not want many people to know. I hope he is OK though, i will always hold a torch for him in my heart. I emailed him a little while ago to see if he was OK, hopefully he'll reply & we can have a little chat.
Anyway, I must go to bed, coz I am ever so tired, & i've got the boiler man coming round at half eight to fix our boiler, hopefully we will have hot water & heating again tomorrow! Then i can wash my frigging hair.. i havent washed it since friday, ewwww!
Oh & if I ever get on Deal Or No Deal, i am SO gonna smash my box over Noel Edmond's head & spin him around & then make him walk!! Or if I get like 50p or something, I will just throw up over him! hahaha funny, I'm still chuckling about that!
Goodnight! x |
|
|
| Fred Elliot, the beloved, I say, Fred Elliot! |
[Oct. 10th, 2006|01:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hey there delilah - plain white t's | ] |
Hellooooo!
OH MY GOD! Fred Elliot is dead! I am absolutely devastated! I adored Fred Elliot, Corrie will not be the same without him! I can't believe he died on his wedding day, and poor Audrey had to see him die! I know this will make me sound slightly loopy but I actually cried when I watched Corrie tonight, it was horrible, it was like Titanic or something! : (
Anyway... yes, enough of that. I'm rather bored at the mo, Toby went to bed at ten coz he has to get up at 5am tomorrow, he doesn't usually have to get up til six but he's got to go to a meeting with the contracts manager he works for in the morning before work, he could be made a contracts manager which will be brilliant coz then he will be on around £28,000 a year! He's only on around £23,000 at the mo so if he gets promoted obviously that will be good!
I went out with me old bug on Friday & we had a right laugh! It's such a laugh going to The Yeoman coz there's guaranteed freaks in there & we always have plenty of nutters to talk to! These two rude boys came & sat with us and were being right sleaze bags, my one was actually quite nice & a laugh, he weren't as pervy as bug's one! I think they wanted us to go out to Romford with them after then go back to their houses or something, dodgy! Jezebel the crazy irish man was there too, but I didn't speak to him much! Then we went back to Bug's flat when the pub shut, and had some more drink! I was drinking red wine but bug said it had been there since July & it tasted a bit dodge! One of Liam;s friends (I can't remember if his name was Phil or Paul) said he'd walk me to the station, so we went outside & as I started walking I felt extremely nauseous & made him stop so I could be sick! He was rather sweet, holding my hair back, but it was so embarassing! Then we realised I'd missed the last train so we went back to bugs! And sat there for a bit then decided to leave, I don't remeber much but we walked along having a good old chat & went looking for a shop coz we were both dying for a fag but managed to ponce some of this bloke in the street! He took me to a cab office & got a taxi, which was £30, but never mind! I was just glad to get home & get into bed!
Saturday, Adsy came round with Jenny & we watched The X Factor and Ant & Dec (haha sad!!) then Ad got us all a Chinese & we watched 'The Hills Have Eyes' which is quite horrendous, I was petrified!! Then we watched 'The Hostel', which made me have nightmares! Me & toad went to bed about 3am & they stayed round & slept downstairs, then on sunday we all went to The Haywain & had lunch there! So it was quite a nice night!
The old freakshow has been in touch again (Greg!) He's pissing me off though, I tried to help him, and what thanks do I get?! He was telling me his troubles the other day & probs he's having in his life, but when I made suggestions for what he should do, he just ignored them! He has just come online on his mobile, he's just finished on Quizmania, but he hasn't spoken to me yet, oh well! I was thinking tonight, I might just delete him from everything & not talk to him coz he drives me crazy, I am actually obsessed with him & can't handle any rejection from him! I worship the man! I wish I could make a campaign for him to get his own prime time show, I think he's absolutely hilarious! Anyway, old kazza (his wife) is going off on holiday tomorrow without him, and he said I'll have him 'all to myself' for the week... dunno if that's gonna be another one of his little promises he doesn't keep.. we'll have to see. I just hate it when he starts getting pervy though, I'd rather just chat to him & try & help him with his probs & be his friend than have him getting all pervy! But I still adore him! hahaha! Well I'll just have to wait til tomorrow night I s'pose, and see if he shows his face on here!
Anyway, I s'pose I better get to bed, Toby will prob wake me up at 5 when he's crashing & banging around getting ready for work! Night! x |
|
|
| Amber's Birthday! |
[Oct. 2nd, 2006|01:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | queen - don't stop me now | ] |
Awwwwwww! Bubsy Rat is a year old now! I can't believe it!
It was her 1st birthday yesterday (30th September) It's so scary how quick the year has gone! She's growing up so fast! She copies everything you say now, her two favourite words are 'Bye', she waves when she says it too, and 'Daddy', she points at Toby when she says it! She can stand up on her own, & walks holding onto things, I don't think it will be long before she's walking properly! I was trying to get her to say 'Jodie' today when my sister was round & she copied it! It's so weird hearing her trying to speak!!
Anyway, her party was good, she got soooooooo much stuff, she got loads of toys & clothes! Me & toby did some food, & my mum & dad brought lots of drink round. Kirsty & Trudie came round with fleur, frazer, feebee, paige & jacob, my mum, dad & sister came round, toby's mum, my precious bug, my uncle Frank, and toby's best mate adam. His aunt & uncle & jodie & dave came round today, & my brother came back from Uni and came round today an' all. He still here at the mo actually, he doesn't have a lecture til 2pm tomorrow and he couldn't be fucked to get the train back tonight so he stayed round, he fell asleep downstairs about an hour ago on the settee so I came on here! Bubsy rat got loads of cool things though! Kirsty got her an inflatable toy car with plastic balls in that she loves, toby's mum got her a toy car, loads of people got her really nice clothes, bug got her this really cool dj toy thing with a microphone that you sing into, my sister got her a gorgeous silver bracelet with 'Amber' engraved on it, and a pink Diesel top, Trudie got her an activity table with loads of toys & stuff, & Adam got her a walking, talking little Alien toy thing, that's cool! She's so spolit now! She didn't go to bed til about half ten last night, bug stayed round til about quarter past eleven, and she was playing with her, so she didn't wake up til eleven this morning which was soooooooo nice coz me & Toby got to have a lie in til she woke up! We didn't go to bed til gone two though coz The X Factor was repeated on itv2 and I made him watch it with me coz I didn't really see it when it was on before and I'm well obsessed with it (how sad am I?!) So we sat downstairs polishing off the beers my dad brought round & watching that!
I think bubsy rat had a wonderful day though, Thank you to everyone for all her lovely presents. So yeah anyway, today we just tidied up downstairs which took ages coz it was a right mess, ewww I hate mess I'm such a clean freak! So I had to tidy it all properly! Then toby's aunt/uncle/cousin/ etc., came round, then my bro, & I did a big roast chicken dinner which took ages to cook coz there was about 7 of us! They went home after dinner & giving Amber her presents, then Toby put the pool table up & him & my brother played pool most of the night & finished off most of the drink! Toby went to bed at 11 coz he has work in the morning, then me & my brother sat downstairs chatting & we played monopoly! hahaha! Tomorrow I'm going shopping with Toby's mum & amber, not that I have a lot of money but toby just got paid so I'm borrowing some off him!
Anyway, I'm tired beyond beief and just looked at the time, so I better get to bed!! xx |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|01:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | quizmania on itvplay with sexy wexy gorgeous greg! | ] |
Hola!
So... hasn't been a very good week, obviously.. The funeral is on monday at 10am, we have to go to The Royal Britush Legion, as Toby's dad was the chairman of the basildon branch & served in the miilitary forces for several years so he gets a military funeral. Then we go to the church & the crematorium, then back to mine & Toby's for the wake. It's really weird, I miss John a lot, we only saw him once or twice a week but he used to make me laugh.. we found out he knew he had terminal cancer aswell, the doctor told toby's family he had the worst form of stomach cancer you could suffer from & when he was diagnosed, they told him it was terminal, but no one knew, he didn't tell any of us & said he could be cured. He obvioulsy didn't want to upset anyone, just wanted to enjoy his last days with everyone happy, & not worrying about him.
So yeah, we've just been helping sort all the funeral stuff out, etc. Toby went back to work on monday which I thought was a bit dodge coz he only took thurs & fri off, & like, it's his dad! I said he should have had a wekk off, but he was like' nah we can't afford to', got the mortgage repayments coming up, just got the phone bill in, had to pay the TV license, all the usual shite. He did give me the money to get my hair done though which was £70.. but I don't actually know if I like it! It's quite red! Well not bright red but like, dark red/brown with blonde highlights, when I saw it I was like, 'shit!' It makes me look rather pale! Toby said he really likes it coz he wanted me to go back to being a redhead, anyway it looks a hell of a lot better than before!
I'm going shopping with Kirst tomorrow coz we both have to get something to wear for the funeral, then we're gonna have lunch, go & pick up fleur & frazer from school & go back to hers, Glen is on a 'lads night' tomorrow night so I'll probably stay round hers most of the night. It's Dyke face's B- Day on Friday so I'm being dragged to Brentwood to 'Sugar Hut' or summink with her & her chavvy mates! God help me. Haha no I s'pose it'll be a bit of a laugh. Think I might be seeing my precious bug saturday, hope so anyway coz i aint seen her for yonks & am having withdrawal symptoms from her! Oooh speaking of Birthdays, it's ambi bambi's next saturday! Nooooo a year old, don't grow up! Good excuse for a bit of a piss up & a party though! And to spoil my precious bubsy rat! Ohh god I forgot to mention, that silly mare hairdresser cut her hair aswell & now she looks like a boy, she looks the spitting image of toadfish! I don't think her hair is long enough to put in pigtails anymore! It better grow fast!
Anyway I better get off to beddy byes now, I'm fucking shattered, been up for 18 hours & need my BED!
x |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|12:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | queen - the show must go on | ] |
Oh god I can't handle this... I am so upset coz Toby's dad passed away today, it's the first anniversary of my nan's death tomorrow, he died almost a year to the day that she did. I've only just like got over her dying, then his dad dies. It's really weird coz I keep thinking it's not real, coz I never saw him in hospital, the last time I saw him he was sitting in his chair, smoking a cigar & reading the paper, now he's gone. He used to call me a diamond & always tell Toby to look after me... anyway they just phoned today saying he'd got a chest infection & coz he had cancer & he'd already had two heart attacks, they didn't think he'd make it.. they basically said it was just the life support machines keeping him alive & without them he'd die.. so they had to get their permission to turn them off, & he died about an hour later. I feel so sick to think we'll never see him again, obviously toby is devastated, he was really close to his dad. I wish I'd gone to see him but toby wouldn't let me, he said he was just a shell, with machines keeping him alive & there was no point. I hate feeling like this though, there's nothing we can do, he's gone, but I wish something could bring him back, he didn't deserve to get cancer & have his last weeks of life in pain, why is life such a pile of shit. I feel like complete crap now. RIP John, we're gonna miss you, hope you've got your packet of cigars & pint of carlesberg up there with you.x |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|10:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | david guetta - love don't let me go (walking away) LOVE IT! | ] |
Oh my god it's thunder & lightning outside & I'm well scared! Toad is in bed & I'm sitting here all alone, it's really scary, like in a horror film!
Can you believe I actually got sunburnt in the middle of September?! Me & my brother went to Southend yesterday which was a laugh but it was well hot, like 30 degrees & we sat on the beach with Amber eating ice cream & I got burnt! We went on a little day trip coz he's moving to Uni on saturday so I thought I'd see him before he goes! But me & my sis are going up to see him next weekend which should be a right laugh, all the Channing clan out on the piss! As he's going to Westminster we're just planning a big bar crawl round the west end, woooo!
Oh thank god, I'm getting my hair done tomorrow, it's been like 3 months since I had it done & it's in much need of a cut & lots of colour!
Oh yeah, and I got a job! I dunno whether I'm actually gonna do it though coz it's 5.30pm-7.30pm mon-fri, cleaning offices in Basildon, but I'd have to leave at 5 to get there on time & Toby doesn't usually get in til gone 5 & I'd have to wait for him to get in coz other wise Amber would be on her own!! And I feel a bit out of order coz he leaves for work at quarter to six every morning & it's a bit dodgy just dumping the baby on him for 2 hours while he's been out at work all day! But it's £45 a week which aint a lot but it IS only 2 hours work a day! Oh I dunno anyway, I have to let them know by the end of the week!
Ohh what a pointless & boring entry, but I was bored! Bye for now! x |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|01:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the mint on tv in background! | ] |
Jesus wept, I am so fucking tired!
Amber had me up at 6am this morning! I'm proper nackered now!
Anyway, it's been a bit of a bad day, Toby's dad went back into hospital on sunday coz he was really ill, then they phoned today & told all his family to get to the hospital asap coz he had to have an emergency operation to remove his bowel (he has stomach cancer). And they said coz of his heart, they weren't sure if he'd pull through the 4 hour operation. When he told me I got so upset & just started crying, his dad is so nice & it's just fucking horrible, seeing Toby really upset coz of all this. So he rushed home from work & went straight to the hospital, & he's had the op now but he's in intensive care, hooked up tp loads of machines & just out of it. I wanted to go up there with him to see him but he wouldn't let me, he said I'd probably get too upset... which I would coz I hate seeing anyone in hospital or in pain, it brings back memories of when I used to go & see my nan in hospital after she'd had a stroke & she couldn't talk or move & I'd feel sick coz it was so fucking horrible to see her like that. Anyway, the good thing is he made it through the Op & will hopefully recover. It's so horrible though. : (
The old dyke came round anyway (my sister) coz she's back at work on Monday, she's not going to Uni now, I knew she wouldn't go! She's deferred for a year but got her job back, so she came to see me. We had a nice day, we went over to the lakes & took Amber on the swings & slide & in the park, which she loved! Then we went to a little cafe in the park & had some lunch, & bought some bread to go & feed the ducks with! We just laid on the grass by the lake all afternoon coz it was so hot, Amber was quite happy just sitting there watching the ducks & playing with buttercups! We came home & Toby was at the hospital, so I made dinner then we played with Amber & she gave her a bath & her dinner & I just sat there!! Then I put her to bed & we had a few glasses of wine, & she buggered off to bed about half hour ago, christ I have to share my bed with her! Hope she aint like Toby & doesn't hog all the bed! It was nice of her to stay over though, Toby is staying at his mum's tonight coz they were still at at hospital when I spoke to him, I kept telling her she could go home but she was like, 'oh I'll sleep over coz you might get scared on your own!' I would have actually loved a night of peace & quiet but I just let her anyway! We're going to Jaks on saturday coz my brother is having a farewell piss up, coz he's got a place at the Uni of Westminster & leaves next week, so we're tagging along! If it was anything like his birthday though it should be a laugh!
Anyway I must go and get into bed now, I've been up since six & I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired! night! x |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Aug. 28th, 2006|02:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Tipsy! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the eagles - learn to be still | ] |
Hi!!
Ooooh I'm quite tipsy, I've had a bit to drink! It was my mum & dad's wedding anniversary (well it's not til the 30th) but they had the party today, all my family were there & it was a right laugh seeing them all, especially all my cousins! We had a few drinks & a catch up & had a right laugh! Then me, toby, amber, my mum & dad, brother & sister, two of my uncles & aunts & four of my cousins went for a meal at The Watermill, which was nice! Then we all went & sat in the bar, me & my two cousins & uncle were playing this deal or no deal pub quiz thing & it was well hard but we won £20 coz my uncle is really clever! Everyone came back to ours to play pool after, most of us were rather pissed by then though! They went home about an hour ago, but it was a good day!
On friday I went to Upminster with my precious bug, we went to the yeoman & the crumpled horn, spoke to plenty of freaks as usual, & got quite pissed! Anyway, I got in about half one, and I went to get my fags, & realised I'd lost them! I was quite pissed and absolutely dying for a fag, so I decided to walk to the 24 hours tescos in Pitsea to get some! So I buggered off down there, got my fags, and as I walking back I was texting toby to say I was nearly home when some freak started talking to me! He was all panicky & looked worried & he came up to me & was like' Please can I borrow your phone quickly, it's really important, I can't find a phonebox anywhere', I was quite scared & didn't know what to do coz he looked a bit dodge, but anyway I let him, & he fucking ran off with it! Stupid cunt, so now I aint got a phone! I tried to chase him but I was wearing high heels & couldn't run very fast! But luckily my battery had been cutting out anyway so I doubt he got to use it, & I ran home crying & told Toby, who went mad coz he said the bloke could have done a lot worse.. but he rang vodafone straight away & cancelled it so he can't use the phone. They said they'll send me out a new sim card with exactly the same number which is good coz at least I wont have to change numbers! But now I've lost loads of numbers that I didn't have written down & probably wont be able to get back, I am so fucked off! What a piece of shit, why do people do such cuntish things like that?
Awww well never mind, I'm going to bed now coz I am absolutely bloody nackered! night night! x |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2006|12:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | luther vandross - i gave it up (when i fell in love) | ] |
God I'm bored!!
Awwwww Toadfish took me out yesterday for dinner, it was well nice! We went to The Watermill, & had a few drinks in the bar, then went and had a meal! I had garlic mushrooms for starters then a sunday roast with beef, it was yummy! Then we shared a chocoltae fudge sundae, and I felt rather sick! So we waddled off to pick Amber up from his mum's... where I nearly ended up slapping her! OH MY GOD I cannot take that woman anymore, someone please help me!! I was sitting there, bored shitless, coz Toby decided to watch some of the football with his dad, & his mum just looked at me & started laughing! So I was like, 'erm, what are you laughing at?!' and she went, 'HAHAHAHAHA, oh look at her Tobe, sitting there, letting it all hang out! Look at the state of her!' HOW RUDE!!! Oh my god, that's not even funny! I usually just pretend to laugh when she says some stupid comment or something completely unfunny, just to be polite, but I gave her a right dirty look and looked away, and she soon shut up! I was quite rude to her after that, I just ignored everything she said, & kept huffing & puffing & saying to Toby 'can we go now, I'm bored!' I'm sick of trying to be nice & polite to that woman, if she wants to be rude to me, I'll fucking be rude back! I'll giver her back whatever she dishes out from now on, I'm not gonna hold back anymore, if she makes any sort of comment, I'm not gonna sit there & smile & pretend I think it's a funny joke coz it aint! She tries to make it sound like a joke but she knows exactly what she's saying, & she does it coz she's a spiteful, pathetic old woman with sod all else to do with her life! I could reel a HUGE list off of all her faults, but I'll bear them in mind and save it for the next time she decides to open her ugly mouth again, I've never heard anything nice come out of it!
Anyway, my sister came round today & as much as I sometimes despise the girl, we actually had quite a laugh! She came round at 11.30am & didn't leave til about 7pm, which is the longest she's ever been round here for! But we went to Pitsea and got McDonalds, then took Amber for a walk and went to feed the ducks in the park! Then we went back to mine & just had a catch up & a bit of a goss, I aint really spoken to her properly for ages! Toad got in about 6 and put his pool table up... he bought a flippin pool table for some reason, coz he's just been paid, I was like, thanks for junking up the house! The only place it fits is downstairs in the living room so now we've got a fucking great big pool table just chucked in the middle of the room! Adam came round about 7 and they just played pool for about two hours, while I was left to look after bubsy rat & fetch them beers, what a cheek!
Awwww and I'm going to buy Amber some of her birthday presents tomorrow, my sister is coming round again & we're going to Lakeside, it's Amber's 1st birthday soon so Toby gave me some money to go and get her a few bits & bobs! Hahaha I'll probably end up spending it all on myself though!! Wednesday night my mum & dad are coming over for dinner, thursday I'm taking Amber to Legoland with Toby's two sister's and all their kids, and friday I think me & bug are going out in Upminster! Then Sunday it's my mum & dad's 25th wedding anniversary so they're having a big party for that, which should be quite a laugh coz all my cousins will be there and there'll be loads of free booze, provided by gary galthazar!! Toby said he can't get too drunk coz he'll have work the next day, but I'm gonna make the most of it!
Anyway I think I'm going to retire to bed now, the old dyke is coming to pick me up at 11 so I must get some sleep! Goodnight! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|02:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mariah - we belong together | ] |
Omg i am well pissed!! haha me & tobe went out to Ikon of all places but it was a right laugh!! I think i wass still drunk from last night so now im really drunk! we went with sexy adsy wadsy & his girlfriend jenny who is a bit of a moose HAHAHA! but adam is sexy! he's taking me out for dinner tomorrow to celebrate our 3 year anniversarry, awww that's so sweet! i went to my beautiful bugs last night to watch BIg Brother final & we had a right laugh, we got really drunk & talked about loadsa shit & then walked down the street to get a kebab & some burgers & we got a burger for free coz we mugged the man off in there! MEZ!! HAHAHA bug, if you read this, remember mez?! and the fucking freakshow, bend over for me babe!!!! lol oh god, too funny! i love you bug! oh no but i was so upset i wanted aisleyne to win well badly or glynn, but it was pete! oh yeah, i like pete but he was a tad boring, he was crazy at first then just went a bit boring! and now nikki will get her grubby hands on his cash! anyway im gonna go coz i need to sleep! |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.7){kind=small}
orange_angel_kc's journal